j ༊*·˚

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ digital diary ◦19 ◦ she/her

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

Hi anyone who reads this :)
my name is jaedyn, and I like to write poetry in my free time (mostly at 3am)

i hope y’all enjoy!

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

he’s the reason for the tear drops on my guitar

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

words

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

what a cruel joke, i thought.
while you laugh, here i choke
as i try to swallow the bitterness
down my throat

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

what a mystery that i could want you still

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

puking up love songs—you get the picture

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

tonight im falling asleep next to the love letters i wrote to you

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

i realized what it took for you to look at me
and i watched my reflection wash away

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

i’m so tired of pretending i don’t have a voice

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

feeling destroyed rn

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

if there were a pill to make me forget, I would take it

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

i’d love to love to love to love you
i’d hate to hate to hate to hate you

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

it’s the tear drops for me

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

it’s okay if you don’t want me
nothing seems to make me worry
i’ll love just the same
i’ll give it to you for free

i seem to let people do that
i watch them take the step back
but i’ll love just the same
i don’t look for combat

[j ༊*·˚ @modeltestarossa]

I was out of range
we were not the same