@yesitis2inches can you start spectating people and nitpicking your kites the more you get wrong the more in character you are lowkey like i think richard would pretend to know a lot about kiting while simultaneously not understanding it at all
@funtomdrew ok but like Genuinely that doesnt make you bad at all if it helps you quench your worries i think everyone experiences this like you idolize someone so much their attention feels like it validates you so you start to miss it more than Anything at least thats what i Think