and the biggest confusion of all: why am i even staying in blr when i literally have a wfh job? i want to stay here. but at the same time, i want to go back to blr too.
tonight at dinner, i was just sitting there quietly, observing everyone. my sister and brother were arguing over something, mumma was laughing, papa was kinda frustrated, and i was just⦠happy. happy that they were all sitting in front of my eyes.
meeting my friends after so many months made me so happy. i was mostly silent even though i wanted to talk to them for hours. i regret not hugging them. i regret working from home and still somehow not giving enough time to my friends or family.
ganesh visarjan is tomorrow, all the chaos ends tomorrow, and somehow iβm sitting here listening to Cornershop and getting emotional because i have to leave day after tomorrow.