i blew someone off i was (lightly) dating a few weeks ago and felt really guilty about it and then tonight i saw them post about “not being attracted to skinny women” (i am skinny) like lol no wonder i was too ambivalent and anxious to follow through
coming to terms with the fact that my last relationship ended bc he just couldn’t be the george (patient, consistent, grounded) to my charli (chaotic, emotionally intense, rapidly changing internal world)