My goal right now is to just HEAL. Heal my heart. Heal my mind. Heal my soul. It’s time to fully get over the wrong that's been done to me, the pain I've endured, the trauma I've experienced, and anything that has happened to me that didn't sit right with me.
I love how I’m living this year. Nothing will make me feel sad or upset I just want to see the positive side of things. Doing things on my own terms and just living May it last forever 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
There’s a moment in Scripture where God asks Samuel:
“How long will you mourn what I’ve already rejected?”
Not as a rebuke…
but as a release.
Samuel wasn’t grieving Saul the person…
He was grieving what could have been.
The vision he held.
The expectations he carried.
The future he imagined.
I felt that today…
Sometimes heaven has already chosen the next assignment,next season, next person.
a prayer i really sat with today: “lord, if what i want is not for me right now, adjust my heart so i can trust your timing, without letting go of the hope inside me.”
Say this with me:
Dear God,
David stained his hands and Peter broke his word, yet mercy did not resign them from destiny. Father, where I fractured trust through immaturity, please restore and reintroduce me to my assignment.
Where I squandered sacred opportunities through inconsistency, clothe me again with discipline, depth, and the dignity of stewardship.
Baba, na you dey restore fallen kings and recommission trembling apostles and you're also the author of my story.
So please don't let my misjudgment mutate into permanent limitation. Let your mercy interrupt what pride & foolishness almost destroyed.
Thank you sir.
Amen
I asked God how far can I go and he said “ As far as your eyes can see”
I asked God how much can I ask for and he said
“As many as the stars you can count”
Exceedingly , Abundantly…. My God!
I found a prayer in Ruth 3:18:
Lord, in matters concerning my life and destiny, let the men and women You have chosen and touched to help me not rest until it is settled for my good and in my favor. And may I learn to wait patiently for how You work it out. 🧡
No disrespect to anyone, but God please don’t send me another man who doesn’t know how to communicate, take accountability, or emotionally show up. I don’t want a man who’s still battling himself, avoiding healing, depressed, or emotionally unavailable and refusing help. I don’t want a man who can’t stand firm, speak for himself, or take control of his own life. I don’t want a man who belongs to someone else, is still tied to past situations, or lacks compassion, empathy, patience, and romance. I’m not built to carry a grown man through life while neglecting myself. Dealing with someone like that will drain you mentally, emotionally, and physically. I want a partner who’s already doing the work, not one I have to break myself trying to fix. Keep that kind of man far away from me.
God is very intentional. Nothing about your life is random. Not the delays, not the detours, not even the waiting. He knows exactly what He’s doing. Please learn to trust him more this year.
I will marry soft.
I will marry right.
I will marry godly.
I will marry romantic.
I will marry wealthy.
I will marry a provider.
I will marry good character.
I will thoroughly enjoy my blissful marriage.