I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time, maybe not in luxurious ways, maybe not with an easy life. But through protection, provison, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.
I have so much going on in my personal life I don't mention. I just pray, wake up, smile, and do what I got to do... like shit normal. One thing about life that shit just don't stop. Got to take shit to the chin every time!
I'm working on becoming a better woman all around. I don't wanna just look good, i wanna feel good. I want my mind, soul and spirit to be cleansed and pure again. I pray that God continues to remove anything that interferes with my growth and overall well-being 🤎
There is absolutely nothing more pleasing than watching yourself do the things you said you’d do. I really value honoring the promises I’ve made to myself.
Do y’all ever start worshipping God and suddenly burst into tears? Not because you’re hurting but because He’s been so good to you over and over again even when you know you don’t deserve it. 😩😭🙌🏾 His grace, mercy and love overwhelm me every time. I love Him so much.
I'm grown enough to admit that due to the things I was put through in life, I'm a hard person to deal with sometimes. I overthink, worry, and can be hard to understand. I'm beyond territorial, and require a lot of patience. But I also know that I can love like no other. I can give you the world as mine is falling apart. I'm loyal and my heart is pure. I don't give up on people until I have no choice but to.
Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you’ll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop, heal from what broke you, live in your own space, reconnect with your discipline, and learn to love yourself again. It’s very important that you see that journey through.
I’ve started appreciating days where nothing dramatic happens. no bad news, no stressful interactions, no overwhelming thoughts. just a normal, quiet day where everything is calm. those are the days that actually feel like rest.
He said and I quote him on it, “ I will never leave you nor forsake you” he went on and said “I will sustain you all the days of your life” best one yet, “ I will never put you to shame” that is my God 🥰