I need my hair done. I need to go see a dentist. I need to add to my leg sleeve. I need a massage. I need to go tanning.
I hate this I hate this I hate this.
Quarantine is not for me.
it’s taken a long time to realize I’ll never fully get back to the person I was, and instead now is my chance to craft who I wanna be going forward. I’ll never get back to the person I was before trauma changed me, but now I get to choose if how I’m changed will be used for good.