When people talk about heartache I’d never felt my heart literally aching from the pain of losing someone. I’ve felt sad, hurt and upset, but this is the worst pain I’ve ever felt in my life. Including childbirth, acute pancreatitis, covid, and any other pain I’ve experienced.
I miss you
I miss your voice
I miss your smile
I miss your smell
I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses
I miss your jokes
I miss how
You make me feel,
I miss your everything.
@GrizzlyGarrie Story of my life. Like any time that I find a bit of happiness it gets stomped on by something 50x worse than what had been going on in my life. They say it’s 1 step forward and 2 steps back, but I feel like it’s a quarter of a step forward and 20 miles back. Can I be done yet?
@StepthenShy Ok, but what if it is the tatas fault? I don’t typically carry around a heavy bag. And if I ever do it’s a mini backpack that allows for balanced carrying. But my back starts hurting like 5 minutes into walkies even when carrying nothing at all 😝
I could not tell you anything about any one of my passengers to save my life. I cannot remember the places I drove to, I cannot remember any part of any conversation or drive from last night. And I was 100% sober and hadn’t taken anything at all that might affect my mind.
When people talk about heartache I’d never felt my heart literally aching from the pain of losing someone. I’ve felt sad, hurt and upset, but this is the worst pain I’ve ever felt in my life. Including childbirth, acute pancreatitis, covid, and any other pain I’ve experienced.
It’s worse than all of that put together I think.
I have been trying to force myself to do things that I know I need to, and I am trying to go through the motions but I am scaring myself. I worked last night and according to my app I did 17 rides.