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@jnksfw omg i didn’t see ok..

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i can’t come back here i’m literally afraid to tweet what is happening to me.

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@jnksfw YOUREEE not even here it’s so boring i have like 40 active followers i swear

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@jnksfw did you even come back

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@jnksfw no but i think i actually thought i was

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@miIkcal this is so helpful thank you!!

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IUD’S DONT CAUSE WEIGHT GAIN??!

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@miIkcal do you have any experience with it?

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@miIkcal OMFG THANK YOU

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omg but a few months ago i was tweeting constantly about how my heart felt like it was beating so fast and i thought it was dying… it was actually just covid. i had covid. and it gave me rapid heartbeat and that was literally all it was.

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heyyy after like nine months of kind of trying to recover and gaining and then just relapsing again and purging and restricting i am here and accepting my fate.

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thinking about in a moment of weakness when i told someone i was bulimic and she said it’s not “worth it”

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would starting to eat meat again help my hair grow back/get stronger? i haven’t eaten it in over 3 years but i’m so desperate

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my waist would be kinda small… if i was skinny… but i’m not like a small person naturally my frame is like wide and i wear baggy clothes most of the time so i just look boxy i hate everything.

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i just feel like i smell like vomit you know how that happens sometimes???😂😂 i am going to d1e

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purging at 12 pm ughh now i have to go to class

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purging at 12 pm ughh now i have to go to class

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@cuntblogging hiii

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it’s so crazy that i am fat but also can only lay certain ways because my hip bones and ribs sticking out makes it hurt like. how does that make sense.

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still drunk went to my 8 am i slept for three hours getting an egg white omelette and who’s going to stop me.

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desperately listening to cellophane to get myself back out of this robert pattinson phase