mona

ed sheeran fan account, duh || backup: @monakcalstea || fatphobes dnf || autistic :)

[mona @monakcals]

hi loves i haven’t updated you in ages but im over five years clean from c0k€ now ! life is so much better on the other side, i promise

[mona @monakcals]

@sadplan0 OH MY GOD

[mona @monakcals]

i only put ONE thing on the shopping list and it was strawberries, tell me why ive just looked for them and found out that my dad ate the entire punnet in one sitting ??? what the fuck am i meant to eat

[mona @monakcals]

cardio day is trying to kill me rn

[mona @monakcals]

every time i think im trying recovery it ALWAYS turns out to be a binge cycle under the guise of food freedom

[mona @monakcals]

@leeyaedtwt happy birthday i love you SO MUCH

[mona @monakcals]

@lianeedstolose im sorry to upset u lia i love u 🤍

[mona @monakcals]

have i had the roughest month in a while? maybe. have i also lost 8.4kg? absolutely

[mona @monakcals]

if you’re ever considering trying hard dr*gs im begging you not to. the urges and the pain it causes never go away. i am so close to five years clean from c0ke and i am sobbing in bed scratching my arms to stop the urges. something is rotten inside of me

[mona @monakcals]

@s1mplyst4rv1ng 23 !

[mona @monakcals]

teehee have been gone a few days to go on a trip , and um , THE ex may be not so much as ex - still working things out but a VERY good trip

[mona @monakcals]

@lycheemlk they look so good bby i promise it’s just an adjustment ! they’re super romantic and your beautiful face is still very much the star

[mona @monakcals]

@lianeedstolose thank you angel 🤍

[mona @monakcals]

‘can i read to you? i need an excuse to finish my books so i know which ones i want to read to our children’ ITS NEVER OVERRRR (in jeff buckley’s voice)

[mona @monakcals]

‘you hold my heart and soul in your hands’ this is SICK

[mona @monakcals]

@lianeedstolose oh it’s absolutely not fair but i do feel myself folding a TINY bit on the long distance rule …

[mona @monakcals]

@lianeedstolose it’s honestly so mean of him

[mona @monakcals]

@starvingskys the label is so cute wth

[mona @monakcals]

@444yours i get it i miss the drama honestly

[mona @monakcals]

😔😔 just did a food poll and all of my choices were the least popular 😔😔 so embarrassing 😔😔

[mona @monakcals]

@lianeedstolose plsss it’s what he deserves

[mona @monakcals]

gradually turning my addictive binging issues into exercise addiction :)