alyssa 🌷

to live, and to love.

[alyssa 🌷 @monalyssaaa]

Before 2030, Lord, it's You and me ⚖️✊

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I just knew this family was already broken before I was born. Why was I even created??

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I wanted to give up on life again today

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2026 - the summer when my family wants to tell me that I’m not smart enough for law school, and they think I should give it up. they didn’t have to since I’ve been hearing their conversations since 2024

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2024 - the summer I got into law school
2025 - the summer when I thought if I’ll ever be enough in law school

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Should’ve ate the silica when I was 3

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Seriously, I realized that something is wrong with me when I felt sad that my tennis ball went out of the fence this afternoon, and we couldn’t retrieve it bc it was hidden somewhere beneath the plants. I have no extra tennis balls 🥹

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Kalas ug emotions and brain cells ning adlawa

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Deactivated my fb and main IG acc, and so far my life feels nice 😂

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Definitely cried in front of my laptop and books this sem, but it wasn’t because of them

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Looking back to the first day of the semester, I started out strong. Mid-sem was a downfall — got really distracted with what happened, my body got crazy, and grades started to fall. I just pray I can pull strings for finals

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Na emotional ko nahuman na mi sa oblicon-sales kay kaundangon na baya ko for real last month. Lord papasara ko ani plsss

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💗

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I have so much hate this year

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It's never the child's fault to be born; it's never the child's fault that life is difficult, and nor does the child need to bear its difficulty

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Heh my brain is tired

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low-key depending on the fact that our prof doesn't shuffle cards and I'm a little far from being on deck tonight. was kinda negligent after the exam last night. shyt

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me: shoot, almost slept for 12 hours
also me: *scrolls in socmed*

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Made it out of chapter 2 for prescription

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Thought I'm excused from my anxiety pero di pa diay

[cнєєкυ⋆｡🪐˚ ⋆ @Okay_Bye___]

"if u sleep in the afternoon, u won't sleep at night"

me in the afternoon and at night: