my toxic trait is i suffer in silence and hope someone notices i’m not myself. growing up i had to constantly be there for others but no one was ever there for me. so i learned to be “the helper” but never learned how to reach out or be helped.
I avoid eggshell type of relationships, can’t express yourself, can’t be yourself, can’t ever be straight forward, can’t be comfortable, can’t talk like adults, can’t be heard, can’t respond with love without it turning into something negative…