@TonyTheLion2500 Forgive myself for needing an hour and 7 attempts to get through a paragraph. To learn to do math proofs is to learn how the be immaculately factual; it is to learn how to think better---which is totally worth the struggle.
Okay nonlinear PDEs and integrable systems are horrors I need to get lost in (I'm already lost π) so I can forget that my back is currently on fire π₯ (at least that's how it feels)