MooMellowVT

A wannabe VTuber who is self-conscious of their voice. | 26 🍂 |
🐮 Moo.
I: @itskirion | B: @lunarimoonlady

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

Well, hello ^^

Keeping a lot from the original design by @marimo666vt but updated by @Lan_Aci with my now clearer ideas on who and what I am.

Hope you all find me and what I plan on doing enjoyable and that we can have a great time together ❤️

✨🐮❤️🐮✨

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

Hello everyone ^^
It's been quite a while. How are you all doing?
I'm fantastic.
Soon, coming back to streaming and...

WITH A REDESIGN‼️‼️

Wanna see it?

How about a little love?
❤️+🔁=🐮

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

I am also learning how to make clothes! Yippee.
I am gonna try making a pair of jeans and hope it comes out good.
I already bought the fabric and everything. Looking forward to the future.
I might also start streaming again soon.
I've gained a new appreciation for life ❤️❤️❤️

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

Been a while. I just wanna update on things.
I went through a pretty terrible depression at the start of the year and was unemployed.
I've been on meds for a few months now. And I am doing A LOT better.
I also got a part-time job. Things are looking a lot better now +

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@Sweatylilkoi I will either CRUSH my opponents or Turbo feed, no in between

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@itsKirion Vampire grandpa

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

I found TWO DOLLARS while cleaning.

I'm RICH!!

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

And I think it's one of the sweetest feelings I've gotten.
No longer being restricted or held back by that.
Being able to move forward without the shackles of the past.

Now all I can do is thank him, because without his decisions, I wouldn't be the man I am today.
6/6

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

Im gonna vent out a bit, not as a silly bi-curious cow, but as a real human being.
My father tried contacting me again after years and years, after abandoning me and forming a new family who seems to have gotten the love and care I never got from him.
Years ago, I felt anger
1/?

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

But I don't hate him nor resent him anymore.
I've grown up to be my own person, my own man, with dreams and goals.
The things holding me back, my hatred, my sadness, my resentment to him.
I don't know when it happened. But I can't feel them anymore.
He's become a stranger
5/?

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@keikenyt Tala Tala!!

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@itsKirion Goated shirts

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@Universal4karts I cant possibly be okay with the guy one. That strap is not covering his nipples.

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@itsKirion The A looks like it's about to cast a spell with a magic wand 🪄

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@DominoMuryo Scrambled eggs with ham and a little squeeze of ketchup. Pure childhood memories.
🥚 🍅 🧒

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@itsKirion I believe there's a way to do it directly in OBS.

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

I'm in a very dark place and I feel like I'm drowning. I try to gasp for air, but my throat is closed and I feel I want to puke. The easy way out seems too easy, and the right way seems way too hard.
I don't know what to do. One step will make it all go away.
But that's not what I want.
I love living, I love life and I have people I love and that love me.
But the pit seems so deep that I don't know how or if I am going to make it out.
I have people that want to help me, but I don't feel like I deserve it.
I feel like a burden.
But they want me to try and I want to try too.
I don't want to feel like this.
But I also don't feel like ending it all.
I haven't eaten nor drank since yesterday.
I'm tired of taking without giving nothing back.
But I don't know if I have anything to give.

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

Balloon day 🎈

[MooMellowVT @moomellowvt]

@RiniHarutaVT Colourblind ahhh post