iβm throwing in my white flag. i give up, iβm done trying. trying to be noticed, to be wanted, to be favored. iβm done getting my hopes up. iβll never be enough, no matter what.
i just had a mental break through with everything thatβs been bothering me. iβm making the right choice, iβm doing it for myself. i want to do it, & i can. iβm gonna become a fucking marine