No wonder he’s a lyrical genius. He had this Palawija (his Tumblr acc) to write whatever he wanted to write back then. He’s a writer himself since forever. Pun ada makna yang mendalam di balik pemilihan kata ‘Palawija’ sebagai username beliau sendiri
In my mid-20s I had this epiphany about how being yelled at or browbeaten has never motivated me, only ever made me feel small & paralyzed, so why the fuck am I so harsh w/myself in my own head?? Why would I use a tone w/myself that I’d never use on someone else bc it’s so mean?
the neurodivergent obsession with trying to figure out why someone did what they did. replaying it. analyzing it. asking your friends. asking your therapist. asking your friends again. because your brain literally cannot accept that some people are just cruel for no reason.
the phrase "for you, i would" is such a gentle and sweet love language. even if i wouldn't normally do something, i would gladly do it just to make you happy.
you bloom where you are loved, and that is why you need to learn how to move on, to walk away from suffocating spaces where you can no longer stretch your limbs out. to live well, you have to learn how to leave.
lagian sebenernya kita mau upgrade diri sampai segimana sih? sampai se-gacor tony stark kah? sampai kita bisa ngendaliin empat elemen? dari dulu yang dibahas selalu upgrade diri upgrade skill like? gue sendiri habis belasan juta upgrade2 diri itu dan gada valuenya di mata hr
like!!! ignorance truly is a bliss because now that i'm aware of how misogyny operates even (and especially) in the most mundane of things, i am filled with a biblical kind of rage and violence.
jooyeon thanking gaon for staying by his side when he was still immature and kept making mistakes and gaon thanking jooyeon for staying as the same lee jooyeon he first met.... 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭
Ya Allah… semoga ada CV-ku yang tembus di setiap lowongan kerja yang aku apply. Semoga dipertemukan dengan pekerjaan yang baik, lingkungan yang sehat, workload yang manusiawi, dan gaji dua digit. Aamiin🤍
sbnrny ketakutan terbesar gue bkn gagal dlm karir dan kekurangan secara materi ketakutan gue adalah life wore me down enough that i forgot all empathy and compassion that i completely stripped away from my hablumminannas and became one of #them
Everybody talks about cutting people off but nobody really talks about the grief that comes with having to stand firm on that decision knowing it’s not what you wanted but what was necessary for your well-being
one of the main reasons i’m so gentle with myself is cause i believe i’ve already experienced enough hardship in my life. i’ve already been mishandled and undervalued by others and myself at times. so i deserve more patience, forgiveness, and consideration at this point.