241004 #seungkwan ๐
๐ iโm late (to posting) because of practice๐ฅ
itโs jeonghan hyungโs birthday
happy birthday jjong jjong๐ฉต
before i even knew it, itโs been 13 years since iโve lived with hyung๐
because iโm someone whose emotions fluctuate a lot
when i get home after a team schedule
i want to be alone
so i go out on walks by myself
and close the door to my room and donโt come out
but hyung is someone who constantly looks out for my condition and feelings
and always embraces me
if i put myself in his shoes
he probably went through so many unpleasant moments too
but i donโt think jeonghan hyung has ever complained about that
if i ordered food and then fell asleep,
hyung would wake up from his sleep when he heard the doorbell ring and come outside to get the door
and when our ride would come in the mornings
and i was always late because i couldnโt wake up
he never once got annoyed and just waited for me
sometimes he would hide at home
and pretend like heโs a ghost and jumpscare me, which would seriously make me want to make him pay
(his hair was long so he really did seem like a ghost)
when i ate alone, he would be like โwhy are you eating alone?โ and sat in front of me
and sometimes when iโd bring over my hometown friends and other friends over
he would always greet them nicely
and open up a seat for them
and heโd listen to what weโd have to say and then go into his room
so everyone around me really likes jeonghan hyung
they periodically ask how heโs doing
and many of them come over because they miss him ใ
the day jeonghan hyungโs service started
coincided with the day of my departure
so i couldnโt say goodbye
i did leave a letter
and itโs not like heโs leaving completely
but i did feel strangely emotional
i think itโs because when i look back, thereโs so many things im thankful for
and so many things iโm sorry about
in the letter, i wrote about how thankful i was during the time we lived together
and that we should keep making good memories going forward,
and while hyung isnโt here, iโll get along with the members nicely
and energetically do our work
while practicing for the concert,
i didnโt see jeonghan hyung plopped down in his seat
and it felt so empty๐ฅน
right when i thought he was getting stronger
as he would order boiling soup
heโs not the..strongest hyung
this concertโs practice is so difficult
if he was with his, he would again
be struggling stamina-wise
so in some ways itโs a relief..
idk..๐ฅน
whyโd i write so much ใ ใ
anyways happy birthday our jeonghan hyung ใ
carats youโre wishing him a lot too right? thank you
see you at the concert!!
we need to fill up for both jeonghan and jun hyung
so weโll be preparing hard, you worked hard today too ๐ซถ๐ป
(the last selfie is from 2013 ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ ใ )
#์น๊ด @pledis_17
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