punya temen itu mulutnya kaya ibubu hatinya negatif terus jadi penasaran ga cape sama diri sendiri apa ya KAYAK why so negative miss maam is ur life oKAAY
but i noticed and thought “i think i’m really too far away from myself” feels nice to be openly vulnerable, be helpful, be more .. myself? so then i stop procrastinating, i texted back all of my friends, i talk, i listen, and i really hope god would give me the second chance
this night i kinda feel a bit vulnerable, but yk… i had my space when it’s all empty and suddenly i think- i haven’t been feeling this way for quite some time
that hit me hard for a moment, i realized for almost 2 years i have been away from “myself” ever since the mid of 2025 trauma hit me like a truck i always feel awkward and avoid for being openly sad, thought it would be something would attack against me