dollie

☁️ she/her ☁️
autistic & mentally ill, shedtwt
personal diary of a complicated mind
cw:253

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

hii!! not new to my ed, just new to edtwt
dollie she/her👼
recovered from ana & ended up developing BED instead lol been restricting again for about a month :(

SW: 272
CW: 262

GW1: 230
GW2: 200
UGW: 115
LW: 105

autistic + mentally ill ♡ pro recov🪽
#edtwt
#shtwt

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

gained weight pmo

[cindy ⋆.˚🧁⋆ @cinderlycindy]

if you are thinner than me, you are fatphobic. you are my oppressor. and you owe me reparations.

[𝓁𝒾𝓁𝒶𝒸 ౨ৎ @cherryneyeliner]

hey if you’re OPENLY fatphobic and/or think any other ed besides ana is invalid, unfollow me please. 🙏🏼 you’re not welcome here, not sorry.

[cee @1ovesickkk]

cursed with "it feels like you dont love me anymore" "please dont leave me" "did i do something wrong" disorder

[𝒢𝑜𝓁𝒹 @vidxn_]

Suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their feelings without the fear of hospitalization, institutionalization, or being labeled manipulative or attention-seeking.

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

@ladyyy_rain smthing w kids!! n i work w them currently

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

and to think i ruined my body in so many ways cuz he touched me

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

i need to move out it’s getting so bad but no one can help me

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

im a bad friend because of my disorder

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

@saaakuracals @Thegoat17171 growing up w this bs makes u hoard food

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

trying to eat more fiber but it is genuinely hard lol

[V🍓🫧🪽 @mechanicalhime]

Walking pads are for losers real ones pace around their rooms

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

tummy is sooo loud today… (｡•́︿•̀｡) my brain & tummy aren’t very nice to each other today… hopin tomorrow feels a lil easier ♡

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

@pusheenofedtwt I mean i restrict for like 2 days and then binge semi often but used to be more often

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

@blushbinge autism, MDD, GAD, dyspraxia, learning disabilities and then a few physical things🥹

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

i feel like an eternal child

[chungus @fungusplumbus]

losing weight while being big is the WORST cuz either the difference isn’t even noticeable or i just go from fat to slightly-less-fat

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

im almost down 20 pounds

[dollie @moonlitcherub]

being confident in ur body doesn’t mean u can’t have things u wanna work on or r working on!!!!♡