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edtwt diary⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ // 19 // csw-115lbs // ugw-80lbs // lw-93.8lbs

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@reallassbitch 21.5💔

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current ana life hack: take ur prescribed heavier-dose-than-they-even-make antidepressants for three+ years, taper off 5mg a week as told by your doctor, after the last 5mg wait a couple of days off of it, then enjoy the constant nausea for weeks that makes you unable to eat

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any other girls trying to recover notice that girl friends seem to develop an eating disorder/lose weight after u become friends with them?? i always feel so bad and i don’t talk abt my eating issues. i am also so verbally food positive now, lit for myself too. what can i do😭

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hello i have appeared to announce my scale has been found and i have lost 4lbs w/ out trying WOOOOOOO

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saturday 3/28: i’m giving up and tracking it myself as much as i can LMFAO

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i locked in started today so here’s a daily calorie thread so i keep myself accountable:

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friday 3/27: IDK GOSH MY BF IS TOO NOSY I CANT MF COUNT

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please

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not having a scale is making me go insane

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@0CALwater atp i’ve gained and lost weight so many times over the past six years i couldn’t tell you the total, but from my hw to rn (i don’t have a scale anymore so im estimating off of last month) is around -25lbs to -30lbs, from hw to lw is -47lbs

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@cconfet1 me oh my god i mf miss those

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pls give me low cal and cheap healthy (foods that are as non processed as possible in the usa) meal/snack ideas i can buy from most walmarts<3 #edtwtㅤ

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@axelelotle FUCKKK UHHH STRAWBERRIES OR THE MINI ORANGES I FORGET THE NAME OMG OR HONEYDEW

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@misosoupandrist yes, i just am too picky and have developed meat as safe foods. my dads a veterinarian, so it’s always been a thought, i just know i alr don’t eat enough and protein makes me feel the best. also im a broke college student LOL healthy stuff is awesome but expensive

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@jellyyviv i only starting writing down my weight when was almost uw (102) so i only know that it was once 4lbs (102-98)😭. i’m 5ft tall, it’s so hard. def could’ve been more when i went from 115-102, i don’t remember how quick it was

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my apple watch is finally connected to my food log app😆😆. yay now i can acc know how many calories im consuming AND burning. aka eat more instead of being scared i burned 0 calories even tho i do shit daily