หหยฐโข*โโท
๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ณ๐จ ๐ป๐จ๐น๐ฎ๐จ๐น๐๐ฌ๐ต.
a daughter, a sister, a beloved rider of moondancer. find grace in her wildfire; blazing without rhythm or reason.
#gotrp / #hotdrp / #mvrp โยทห เผ *
Donโt you understand? i canโt be tamed. Iโd sooner break my body upon these rocks, to shatter my spine rather than to bend to youโโto let you feel how holy my flames are. You are not worthy of my fever.
I donโt want your fucking sympathyโโonly you on your knees, obedient, no longer denying the truth that ๐ฐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
&& freedom she shanโt ever taste, among chains unbroken.
headcanon inspired helaena targaryen woven for the โhouse of the dragonโ verse. #hotdrp, #gotrp, #asoiafrp. more information below.
๐ฐ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐โto weave thread into fabric, to learn to sew; sheโd sooner stick a needle in the Green boysโ eyes.
Sheโd rather curl red && black thread in the ugly, dull irises of Aegonโas well as the one eye of Aemond. Rapture would be found in such joy.
with pale silvers.
It is the visage of * ๐จ ๐ฎ๐น๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ต ๐ผ๐บ๐ผ๐น๐ท๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ช๐ผ๐ต๐ป && a younger brother with malice writ in a sharp jaw.
Rhaenyra is the queen of Baelaโs heartโmay death find a lover in the Greensโ belly, bloating a body with scuttling beasts of the earth.
๐ป๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐ป๐จ๐ด๐ฌ๐ซ, ๐ฐ๐บ ๐ป๐ถ ๐ท๐ฌ๐น๐ฐ๐บ๐ฏ; to wear silken dresses, to not have the freedom to ๐ณ๐ช๐ฑ && ๐ต๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ beautyโis another death entirely.
Life is only charming in ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐น๐ป๐, in a heart free to bash the ribcage in adrenaline sought in the wilderness. +
Right here, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐, she feels most free in a battle raging within the stables. Her corpse shifts && moves, she is a force of gales for ruin. Her dress, red && carmine, is muddied as she pirouettes. Steel hunts, then cleaves through a painting with green swirling +
Dirt spreads from hands searching for life of the soil of the garden; it ๐๐๐๐๐ beneath nails. Her porcelain face lifeless, she is a little doll without delightโred painted upon lips, red upon cheeksโblush of decay.
History will ๐๐๐๐ her, as it knows of the moonโs decay with the sun ravaging the sea of the night. She will reach for ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ && ๐ท๐น๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ฌ๐บ โto demand ๐ฏ๐พ๐ฌ๐ด๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ respect in the beloved wilderness gifted by a father, restless.
She does ๐อ๐อ๐อ belong on a leash. Baela is hardly a creature to kneel, to sew her mouth shut to please a ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ of a king wearing disdain for the * ( ๐ป๐น๐ผ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐น ).
She pities a green queen for knowing a womb full, to know bruised knees for a usurper.
Bruises ๐๐๐๐๐ over dark fleshโdiscolored in wrecked ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ. Mind little of the newborn rumours singing of a knight bested by a ๐๐๐ ๐; a fatherโs feral tendencies has taken root in a daughterโa mirror of ruin.
This famine, this starvation, iโve found its cure. You are my weakness. Your flesh made for my mawโโlet me feast, let me feed this addiction to your blight. I like to choke on poison. It is sweet, sweeter than your hands around my throat.
โ๐ฐ๐ต ๐น๐จ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ ๐น๐ผ๐ฐ๐ต,โ Baela murmurs, gaze unable to seek salvation of the Blackโs ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐; the true heir wove in sorrow. Hands find hers, nevertheless, with the tremble of ๐๐๐๐๐๐. โIn fire && blood.โ
Green ๐๐๐๐๐๐, a scaly head rising from
The ground; a feast of carnage of a little lamb && Baela must run a palm across the flesh of a ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ beast. She hums in song in ancient tongues, clever muscle thrumming with a melody.
/ Iโm in a bad way in regards to my health. Chemo pills are no joke. I would love to write but thatโs been a kicker to deal with. Itโs a strange space Iโm stuck in. Itโs almost 3am and Iโm too nauseous to spill creativity when I would love to. I know I owe a Rhaenyra a reply.