aylin

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[aylin @moonsmoon22]

i will be okay chill aylin

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

i was very anxious and now im like so much better

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

also idc

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

yes im anxious cause like is it wrong i spoke about my "relationship" with a new friend?? i mean im generally a very private person irl but i felt like i could trust this friend so..

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

like idc bro i dont believe in being too in control as welll just do what is best for you like who cares if ur too chalant man idc

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

oversharing becomes problematic if the person takes advantage of your info and that fcks w ur life otherwise i dont wanna give two shits abt it

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

@Haeldian i pee 5 times every 5 mins

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

cause why do shit be happening to me at ungodly hours

[liminal @Liminal1988]

Have you heard of the seed & soil theory?

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

@nocontextmemes i love chia seed pudding but this tiramisu one is bad

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

“you can fck up how many ever times you want w me, i’m not gonna leave you. with the right person, nothing is too fcked”

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

if he's not the one for me, remove him right now. let him msg me the truth. im ready to see it. please don't hurt me anymore than this. i don't deserve it

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

someone help

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

god why do you make me fall for people like that. why do you not- ugh I don't even know

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

whatever his reasons are. he's being an ass. i don't deserve this

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

fine. ill admit it. he's being an ASS rigjt now to me.

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

but im just so ashamed of myself rn. how do i recover from it?

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

and im letting a man ruin it for me

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

no no no i dont want to end this day on a bad note i deliberately made choices to make today good for me

[aylin @moonsmoon22]

1 moment of anxiety feels like it ruined all my progress i know that's now hiw it works but i just feel so bad bad and him taking so long to respond he hasn't responded actually i hate myself