moon

i vent to a void (i think but if not hi)

[moon @moonthinksalot]

i miss my mom

[/ᐠ 𝓘𝓎𝓪𝓃.͟マ⁩꠹ @iyanshzz]

i hate my own personality.. why do i act like that

[55 @kamiljr49]

and while your mental health is destroying you , all everyone else sees is laziness

[moon @moonthinksalot]

my shitty thoughts only start in the middle of the night or when people piss me off or annoy me which seems like all the time

[55 @kamiljr49]

how it feels being in a household where you can't be mad/ frustrated at other people but they can

[moon @moonthinksalot]

i wanna crawl into a deep dark hole and hope i die

[moon @moonthinksalot]

am i just overdramatic like fuck

[moon @moonthinksalot]

@d0llf4e no genuinely like everyone around me has their shit together and im like how the fuck did you do that

[moon @moonthinksalot]

the way this was how today went too like damn fml

[moon @moonthinksalot]

watching a stream rn i feel content with life for the time being and then im gonna want to kms after FUCK

[moon @moonthinksalot]

and its fine because they have jobs and work for themselves and my schooling isnt important enough to be cared about

[moon @moonthinksalot]

a 23 & 29 year old leaving the 17 year old responsible for shit in the house is crazy but i cant say anything about that bc they’re feeding me so basically i gotta take care of the kitchen the bathrooms the living room the dining room all the garbage/recycle & its gotta be ok 🫠

[moon @moonthinksalot]

i sound privileged as fuck dont i

[moon @moonthinksalot]

im genuinely so done with living in this house but i dont even have enough fucking money to actually do anything for myself

[moon @moonthinksalot]

making the youngest in the house the one who has to do everything while our parents are in vegas is so fucking annoying and they know damn well im fucking stressed as shit

[pinkie @pinkiepie71]

i live in a constant state of he tryna ignore it😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[moon @moonthinksalot]

i need to fucking get my license but im too afraid of the road after my car accident im gonna tweak out if the bus takes forever tomorrow

[moon @moonthinksalot]

and i had two mental breakdowns today like fuuuck

[moon @moonthinksalot]

i hate being sad it makes me so fucking mad sometimes but then im also depressed as fuck bro

[moon @moonthinksalot]

we shall see if i even make it through college

[moon @moonthinksalot]

just when shit seems good life loves to fuck me over again