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supernatural delight 🔮

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It’s truly crazy how a growth inside of me can have such a massive effect on my body, mentally and physically 😩 I just want to feel like myself again

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Nothing changes
if
nothing changes

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Trippin out thinking there must be more to life

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Saw 11:11, 1:11 2:22 and 11:22 today. Strong magic on 11/22 ✨

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I try not to let myself get too down but I miss my family extra hard during the holiday seasons. The ones I grew up with and who were my whole world. All I can do is try and make new traditions with my little fam I have and keep the old traditions alive.

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Sure is sad to think all of my close family has passed on & there will never be a holiday season spent w/ them again. The kids won’t know my dad screaming at the football game on thanksgiving, papa carving the turkey or nana telling us the lord Jesus is coming down to get us

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I want my dad back. I want the one person I could rely on no matter what. It’s not fair. I need him. I don’t think I’ll ever find reasoning in any of this. Just ways to cope and suck it up for my kids. But for once I would love to be able to just fall the fuck apart

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I’m really struggling w/ the fact that I have a mother in this world who hasn’t reached out to me once to see how I’m doing. I’m obviously going through the self pity stage of grief & all I want is family who cares. To not have to be strong for once & have family to fall back on

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Feeling so incredibly down and sad in this moment, and the two people I could call to talk me off the edge of the cliff are gone. I’m trying not to hate the world but I just can’t find the meaning in why the closest people I had in this world were taken from me.

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Not me bein completely overcome by emotions & cryin on my drive home frm my nanas to stoned at the nail salon

Knowin my time is short & hearin
“Spend all the evenings you can w/ the people who raised you
'Cause all the times they will change, it'll all come around”

FUCKIN HIT

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I have the chance to do John butler tomorrow, phish Saturday and Lucas Nelson on Sunday. But the fact that I’m an old lady is telling me noooooooo. But phish is a for sure thing cause they’re my everything ⭕️ and I already have four tickets to go and take who I please 🤍

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Holy shit I am overwhelmed with work 😭

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Just starting to feel like I’m losing touch with myself and what makes me happy and I don’t like how that feels at all. In order to be my best self, and give my ultimate love and attention to those in my life, I gotta work on ME. Self love March is in full effect starting now.

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My march resolution is to MAKE TIME FOR MYSELF.

Going to make a serious effort to start getting up at least an hour before everyone else in my home & spend my time sipping my morning joe on my porch, or moving my body around, or picking up where I left off in my book.

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Nights like these I miss having a person to talk to at any hour -222

I’d love a deep faja conversation 😢

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Put in three 12 hour days this week. 💪🏻 trying to get that Christmas money before I enter billing for the month!

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Lorde’s Solar Power album did not get anywhere near the recognition it deserved (imo). One of the first albums in a looong time that I feel in my soul 😭

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Tbh I just come here to talk to myself and reread my thoughts from time to time 🤓

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Debating on if it’s time to close up our windows for winter and turn on the heater. It’s definitely chilly but I don’t know if it’s time yet 🤔 clinging on to the last bits of decent weather before I’m uncomfortably freezing all the time

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So incredibly thankful for my best friend. She is my human. I tell her everything and love her so damn much. I swear she is my dad reincarnated. They’re not exactly alike, but she came into my life right after he passed and she loves me on the same level as he did.