followed by “i love my shizun so much. i am going to proceed to emulate him in every way possible so i can be as close to him as possible. he is my god and i’m going to keep him safe and happy forever. oh fuck maybe he likes me back. moonlight confession time! let’s fuck”
“i hate my shizun so much we are mortal adversaries! my biggest accomplishment was crushing his pride and subjugating him by marrying him and losing myself in him day after day night after night for the better part of a decade. actually i don’t even want to be emperor anymore”