Not being able to fit in my clothes and being fatter than I've ever been has completely sucked the joy out of shopping for clothes, going outside... self-esteem has never been lower. Why did I ever try to recover?
bro why is my dad acting so dramatic?? "If I concern myself with your problems, I'm gonna be the one to end up in a psych ward." My ed doesn't affect you bro. I'm not gonna die. I'm fat.
I'm so tired of being fat omg😭 someone literally told me my cheeks were chubby today🥰 I'm never eating again I do not care if I get hospitalized. I'll just refuse. What are they gonna hospitalize me for? I'm literally bmi 23
I have to start going to the doctor again for blood tests and blood pressure,... this sucks omg I just wanted to fast for weeks at a time until the stray kids concert😭