Sometimes, why we are so confused and have so many mixed emotions about situations is because we are trying to distinguish between what to do— trying to listen to Gods voice all while listening to the many voices of others around us all at once.
Waiting isn’t easy. It doesn’t matter how old you are. You have to be able to stop and realize that you are not in control because Jesus Christ is in control of the situation. He knows your heart. He knows your desires. He will not fail you or withhold from you. Be patient.