@st4rvedp3tal_ @nervosayoungman iโve been off here for a while but i think im gonna take all mine down this gave me good insight. iโve been thinking abt it any way.
being a teen girl with the middle body shape + a wide rib cage and hip dips is a hell i wouldnโt wish on my worst enemy.
Genuinely makes me suicidal.
i canโt take having chronic illness and pain anymore. I wanna give up. I wanna live but i donโt wanna live like this. Itโs robbing me of my life. Getting out of bed is almost impossible now. I want my life back.
might have a disease that makes it almost impossible to lose weight. thatโs why my doctors think no matter what i do my weight doesnโt change all that much. i literally want to cry. i hate all of my chronic illnesses sm. I WANNA DIE๐งโ๐ฆฒ๐ซ
@nervosayoungman iโm going today. i had my neighbor whoโs very close with me and an emt look at it and bandage it until we can get to the hospital.
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i literally want to cry. like i got drunk last night and cut myself. and my arm hurts so bad. like my whole arm is weak and i canโt use my hand or my arm very well at all. I want to puke looking at this cut. I can see my radial artey.
hearing ppl say they wanna go deeper is SOOOOO frustrating. like i get it. BUT DONT. ITS NOT DESIRABLE. like i canโt even explain the feeling of listening to someone falling into the start of the cycle of deeper and deeper. STOP TRYING TO GO DEEPER WHILE YOU STILL CAN.