‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄.

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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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original works ﹠ various sources. no copy—pastes. posts whenever.

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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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i’m tired. and i think i have been for a long, long time.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. i’ll meet you there. when the soul in that grass and the world is too full to talk about.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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fantasize you’ve left me behind and i’m turned back running for you.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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i would die for you, but i won’t live for you. i will not stick around to see you love me, but which is why i won’t stick around to see you mourn me.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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i carried around a stuffed pig in my arms and i did that until i was five. i got it from someone who died of attention and lived an extraordinary life.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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UNSIGHTLY, UNSIGHTLY.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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CREATOR, YOU DESTROY ME.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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i will keep my distance, romanticize the space between us: in my mind, we are seas apart——and every stolen glance cast your way is a love letter instead of a yearning for what i cannot ever attain lest i hurt you.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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sostengo la pluma.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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you up there, with your nice fucking life and your full fucking family and your loving fucking friends, standing on … the pedestal where i put you.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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i have given my word that only death will take me from you.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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brothers in the sense that all bastards are brothers of a sort.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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he pressed both hands to his brother’s chest and stifled a cry. it neither rose nor fell. he couldn’t feel a heartbeat underneath ribs.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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oh, bojack, no. there is no other side. this is it.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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you are a manipulator. ╱ i like to think of myself as more of an outcome engineer.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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our mother should’ve just named you laika.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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i need a drink.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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there i was, cold, isolated and desperate for something i knew i couldn't have. a solution. a remedy. anything ... i hated it. alone and confused was the last place i wanted to be. somehow i knew i deserved this.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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there is a luxury in self-reproach. when we blame ourselves, we feel that no one else has a right to blame us. it is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.
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[‍𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐄. @morsroots]

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in days that follow, i discover that anger is easier to handle than grief.
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