Essam, Mostafa Essam

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

بس تصدقوا بالله……….صياحي طرب فعلاً ❤️

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

Nice to see yourself not being able to talk your heart out to loved ones around you on what you’re going through just because in your own fucked up head, you’re expecting disagreements on your points of view and not just “pure” listening 👍

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

But most importantly, I’m loving myself more………it’s like you want to thank the person that broke you but throw them in hell at the same time 💪💪

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

On a completely separate note:

I’m so fucking proud of where I’m at this very moment, even though there are some struggles left but I’m at a good point in my life and I’m grateful for everything

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

صياح Random:

I have a 2nd cousin in the family who’s supposed to be a full grown ass adult (mid 30s) & he treats his instagram as if it’s a 2010 photoshoot & that (sawarny wana mesh wa5ed baly) is still “the thing” & he literally does the exact same pose in every single picture

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

@alaa_ibrahiim There there (pat pat)

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

@alaa_ibrahiim Is it me or is this some sort of Mandela Effect bas I think zaman kano beywaza3o el cake ba3d el buffet 3ala el ma3azeem and lately yeah…….no wedding cake 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

@3ezzat1 @karimwalidessa @HLotfy__ Wouldn’t expect any less 😂😂😂😂😂

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

@3ezzat1 @karimwalidessa @HLotfy__ Ba2olak eih, maho law mesh Brimo, yeb2a Borhan el hayroo7 yegebhalak fa enta labes labes 😂😂😂

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

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[Jess McDonell @JessMcDonell]

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yeah my fam been living that convict life..

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

@graduatewannabe @azzaibrahimm He must’ve felt so good scoring that goal yesterday….

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

Yeah you know what? I’m getting too dark now lol, should get off this shit ✌️✌️

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

What is even the point of doing anything anymore?

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

Imagine living in a world where even you doing things with very good intentions can fuck up your whole life

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

Either I would feel so lonely or overthink constantly if I’m the good or bad person generally even though I know very well that I didn’t fuck up in certain situations

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

I’m not one to not accept criticisms but being constantly criticized over and over and over again without people taking a little peak on what you’ve been going through and how you view things is just too tiring

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

And in the end people would just ask why aren’t you talking to us about your problems and we’re there and we want to fully be there for you.

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

It’s times like these where you find yourself all alone and nobody’s standing in your corner but you’re constantly getting criticized and people around you are not understanding things from your of own point of view and just defending the other point of view.

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

Should I go for it?

[Essam, Mostafa Essam @mostafaessam90]

If you’re hated by everyone, is it self-satisfying or does it break you from the inside? - Part of questions I’m consistently asking myself