jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১

20! semi-recovery//tw ed talk and stuff

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

NINJA CREAMI RECIPES
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a 🧵 for #edtwt

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

I’m so huge and it’s killing me and I ordered Depop stuff and nothing looks good on me and I can’t sleep and I’m overstimulated and I have so much school work and I’m inflamed and everything is awful but we persist 🫡

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@grcielckt Literally just try to focus on your body as little as possible, fill your time with other things, and know that with time it becomes your new normal and gets easier <3 it takes A WHILE but it is so worth it

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

Weight gain might be misery but my biggest tip would be to get some goals/hobbies that you literally cannot do while restricting. Push yourself SO hard that it feels like you’re succeeding by staying stable.

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@wastedpegasus Proud of u <3

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

I’m actually going crazy

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

Reframing my inability to stop eating and insane hunger as winning at recovery and not failing at my ed

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@Lylylimia NOOO THATS MEEE

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@wastedpegasus PRETTY GOODDD I missed u!! i have my moments but overall my life is so much better with recoveryyy. I’m like actually in premed!! How r u?! U can dm me anytime 💗

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@wastedpegasus I’m like never on here anymore but I just saw this and DO IT. I got help and I’ve never been more stable and I’m actually doing things with my life I never thought possible <3

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

chef era incoming

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

Crazy that I used to be scared to go over 150 for any meal and now I’m eating 500 for each meal

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

Today I had a tunacado, salt and straw ice cream, and cheese and crackers (along with like 10 reeses eggs and breakfast and fries)

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

The fact that in 2 days my food noise has switched to food excitement and my constant hunger is now forcing down protein shakes to get in calories

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@claudycalories I was literally at bmi 10 without my chest bones showing. It’s just anatomy

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@l0usprivdi4ry Tbh, it’s less intense than you think it is. With time and nourishment the white matter in ur brain becomes more myelinated with more nutrition and it actually works better. It sounds crazy! But physiologically it’ll get easier.

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

why does anyone low restrict. Like I’m actually so happy and excited for life and everything is healing and all it took was eating more

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

BAHHAA my coach on a TikTok live said that one of his underweight clients (me) still has a fat face… I literally have cut off my face for every pic lol

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@Madsiepoop Like why haven’t I done it sooner?!

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

Why is having a higher cal goal so fun. Like im at 1650 and i feel like a new person. Actual granola and agave on full fat yogurt?!

[jane ໒꒰˵- ˕ -˵꒱১ @mothmi1k]

@uwcals Yes!! I just increased by 1000 cals to maintain and it feels SO good. Like no food noise and I can just eat whatever