I love my hair and skin. I donโt know why i hurt it. I donโt know why i canโt take care of it. I want to have body hair but when i see my legs and crotch, i disgust myself.
i feel sick to my stomach with this body. I canโt stop picking my skin and ever since i came home iโve been asked why i do it. I donโt know why? my mom keeps telling me my skin and hair are beautiful and claims i must not like these things if i hurt them.
i feel like i have nobody to talk to or learn from because the things i donโt know seem to be common knowledge. apparently ive been wiping after i piss wrong???? and how am i supposed to tell people that a lot of problems stem from me pulling out my hair everywhere on my body
I HATE this awful, fleshy body. I donโt know how to take care of it at all. itโs so fucking complicated. I donโt know how to shave. I donโt know how to pleasure myself. I donโt know make up, hair, skin, nothing. I canโt remember to take care of myself.