Oh wow. So she's drowning in constant grief and pain, never being able to move on from loss after loss, mimicking the people that she loves in their small habits...the whole reason she wears those dresses and those heels is because she thinks they make her grown up, just like
> viene fatta una domanda
> rispondo
> vengo ignorata e vengono invece considerate risposte date DOPO la mia
e allora basta, e allora non partecipo più, mi avete rotto il cazzo