@JohnJujutsuKais And probably tomorrow ill act like nothing happened, because my mind just got used to do sudden mood changes, but i will remember this, and yeah, ill try to not do anything stupid from now on
@JohnJujutsuKais I seek atention, because if i do not, i feel like i might just dissapear for everyone else, i feel like im rotting from the insides out and no one sees it, like i never existed
@JohnJujutsuKais I just, spend all my day doing nothing meaningfull to me, just playing, working, and procastinating, because i tried to distract mysefl from the trought of "im rotting alone" and i feel like if im not calling attention out, or talking, everyone will forget me