I hate having to deal with people so I hope to be self sufficient
On sharing things with a friend, I'm open to sharing non-consumable or non-exhausting items but I absolutely detest sharing things that can be exhausted cause it definitely gets complicated
I messed up and friend might've related my standing with her
I apologized as soon as I realized but the decision might be made already
It sucks cause I loved our interaction, now what was mutual might be becoming one sided
I'll move on but it'll be a shame whenever I remember
On a random Sunday morning, I make up a story about my death in my mind while almost tearing up cause it's so damn well made. Hurts to know that when death comes it won't be the way I imagined.
I enjoy my company the best but I also enjoy interaction with people while I totally hate having to deal with people being unhappy with me when I mess up because it makes me unhappy
Hence why I stay the fuck away from people but they still reach out to me first๐ซ