@omadhanji With a job, it gives discraction. It depends on what job though. i do work in IT right now, so its less physically tasking than other jobs. w
when i finally caught up to my sisters weight she dropped even lower. i can't win in this house 😭 and i hate being competitive towards someone that has always been there for me THIS ILLNESS.
staring into the mirror and realizing after all the skipped meals, the millions of steps, the brutal workouts, the failed classes, and every single sacrifice i’ve made, i’m still chopped, dumb, and just painfully average