ani!! 📓

professional yearner

[cait ♡ @doieshope]

i was gonna gatekeep this but i think everyone needs to see mark’s final verse in dear dream 😞💚

[yuppi @markyuppi]

❤️‍🩹

[𐙚 @thirdofjjune]

those who witnessed mark leave nct dream twice should be able to get free therapy sessions fully funded by sm ent.

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

LOGGING BACK ON HERE TO CRY,, YOU GUYS WHAT THE HELLL

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

@nanomter i miss you so bad

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

@nanomter we’re the same age now, julibell. i miss you so much. come visit my dreams sometime, okay?

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

hi sorry i’m awful at responding to dms, mostly bc i’m no longer on this account bc it’s too painful. but hello i’m alive and doing somewhat well! school has been killing me and my ocd is worse than ever and i miss my julianah. but i am making it through!

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

happy birthday, sweet girl! @nanomter

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

today’s julianah’s 21st birthday. missing her more than ever.

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

@nanomter Happy Birthday, My Love 🌷🌼🐝🤍

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

@nanomter i love you… wish you were here 🤍

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

invisible string just came on shuffle… she loves me

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

it’s anijuls day… 3 years ago i decided to message julianah for the first time. i had no idea she would become the best thing that’s ever happened to me. i miss you everyday, my daffodil. thanks for visiting me. i love you the most! 🤍🐝

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

2 months and i still miss you everyday…

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

@nanomter i miss you

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

i had done a “first listen” ranking for her on every album and she looked forward to it. my sweet girl i miss you.

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

rough past two weeks but i’m doing a little better now. i feel her everywhere. yesterday i was at the store and wildflower by 5sos came on and i instantly get like she was there. i remember her first getting me into them, she was so happy to tell me about their music

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

i miss her more than ever

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

@nanomter i miss you bee

[ani!! 📓 @mrksfilms]

i know i’m supposed to live for her now but it’s so fucking hard without her.. i dont even feel like i’m alive anymore i’m just floating through life