I make too many mistakes during the learning process, how could anyone not become violently frustrated. I make more mistakes when I can feel the frustration build. I stutter and panic and try not to cry.
I've only ever needed patience and a gentle, guiding hand.
I don't even know how to begin talking about what goes on in my head. It all goes blank the moment I try to put it into words for others to understand.
My brain structured itself around completely irrational expectations, the confusion shook everything up -
Still feel like none of my memories are real. I need a professional to validate me so that i feel real. I start talking about my traumas and brain and immediately feel something form in my throat. It wasn't safe to learn so I let them think I was stupid.