Iβd be lying if I said this didnβt fucking hurt. Life wasnβt supposed to be like this. I am broken. Not for my relationship but for my kids, my job not being supportive, no one understanding why Iβm sad.. itβs just a lot.
To know this time next year I wonβt be going to bed with crumbs in my bed or piss bottles in the trash on a grown manβs side.. a swept kitchen floor, a fully clean living room & sink.. is the only thing keeping me going. π«