My heart felt so heavy last night, and I started losing myself. I cried out loud while trying to convince my heart that everything would be okay. Finally let out all the things that holding inside. I woke up with sore and swollen eyes 👍🏻
“How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;”
Tertengok satu video tentang solat. Ada waktu kita rasa tak ada mood nak solat, feeling tu tak ada. Tapi kita tetap solat.
Sheikh ni cakap, solat yang dipaksa tu boleh jadi solat paling ikhlas kita buat. To still do it when u don’t feel any motivation is truly worshipping Allah.