You broke her. Imagine, God sent you that woman, as a gift, a test to see how you handle her. The one to heal you, love you, to make you complete, the woman to take care of you, who cares about your future, not only in this life but the next too. Both together, the woman who wants nothing but better for you. Who never gave up on you & in return you broke her. You tore her into pieces, you betrayed those beautiful eyes, you made those eyes full of love, cry endlessly.
Let that sink in.
i think stressing over a man is pointless. the choices they make are completely out of your control & their behavior has nothing to do with you. all you can do is pray that God allows the right partner into your life & drag anyone who doesn't care for you properly out.
nobody talks about how weird it is being kinda suicidal. it’s not like you plan on doing it but everything just feels heavy and exhausting and you wouldn’t mind if something happened but on the other hand you can’t go because you have pets and loved ones.
Breakups hurt, yeah. But you know what hurts even more? Staying. Staying and trying to “make it work” with someone who has shown you over and over that they don’t value you, don’t prioritize you, and don’t care about your feelings. Begging for bare minimum. Hoping they’ll change. Ignoring the proof right in front of you. That kind of pain drags out way longer than a breakup ever could. Sometimes the real heartbreak isn’t losing them it’s realizing you stayed too long trying to convince someone to love you the right way. THAT’S what really hurts.