mur ♡

valorant gamer
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[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

@chocorinnkuu Hi cutie 🫶

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

i’m always kind and supportive to others and somehow people take that as fake. just bc i’m not making your life worse doesn’t mean i’m secretly a bad person

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

maybe i just haven’t met any mean people here yet, but everyone is so sweet and supportive, i genuinely feel at home 🥺🫶

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

@miowstic HIIII

[ruth @womanoftheeven]

watching vct makes me want to play val then i play val and i want to delete the game

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

finally got this after 3 days <3
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[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

been talking to my bf and like 2 friends i’ve known for 7 years, but they barely gaf about me. sometimes i wanna make new friends but i’m too used to being alone to get out of my comfort zone

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

fuck i love him so much, i just wanna be with him but he’s so far away

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

six months sober hoping i can make it to the end of the year

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

no i’m not okay and not mentally stable, you just thought i was. i’m just pretending to be normal

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

i hate how old friends who leaked my info still openly stalk me years after we stopped talking like what am i even supposed to do, be scared of you or something

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

sometimes i think about what i’ll do when my parents die bc i’m completely dependent on them and i’ll have nothing if i don’t make something of myself. i know i should move forward but i feel so unprepared for life, every day feels like a silent hill playlist

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

i love that none of my friends even think about twt because it’s not popular here, so i can just be my depressed boring self without being scared

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

“why are you ignoring me?” idk why you ignore my 10 messages where i’m telling you a whole story just to reply with a video of you opening your mouth to a song. idk why i ignore you either

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

@sharkxcatt love this

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

i was depressed and never thought i’d make it this far, so i spent most of my time sleeping instead of learning anything. life is better now, but i have no job, everything keeps getting blocked here and i genuinely don’t know what to do

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

@hewok1ttie yep 😌 i have the sweetest boy in my life now and it honestly makes me sad that i ever had an experience like that

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

pls never dating a game duo. met him in val when i was new, met irl, dated a year. asked him to drop me a vandal skin and he said “nah, you die too much” then dropped it to a random girl & started flirting with her in vc. bro you fucked me for a year can i get one fuckin' skin

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

sad and tired

[mur ♡ @mrxphine]

the way i feel as a vyse main when i’m looking through random pics and compilations and she’s literally nowhere to be found ever 🥲🥲 #valtwt

[🐈‍⬛ @decaychrist]

im too shy to text first
im too shy to text back
im too shy to text in group chats
im too shy to answer calls
im too shy to accept friend requests
im too shy to talk in servers