It’s October and this was always my happy month because my birthday and fall always make me feels refreshed and new beginnings. But now I have to remember my father left me this month 😤😫
My birthday is coming and it’ll never be the same. He passed right after my birthday. I never got a chance to celebrate my birthday now. And it’ll be two years and it really feels like 6 months passed.
My daddy taught me how to stay strong and make money and keep a hustle. And somehow I lost that part of me. I don’t have a drive to push myself because I still to this day miss him like crazy. I haven’t been myself still.
I just acted a damn fool on the lodge to get to my doctors appointment on time so I can finally get off restrictions 😩 thankful I didn’t get a ticket. Smh no way I got here in 12 mins from Southfield 🤦🏽♀️ sport cars come in handy 🙌🏼
I don’t call everyone a friend. Not everyone can get in contact with me. The things people say about me negative more than likely is a lie. But yet people feed off negativity.
Drinking, smoked all out, partying, talking to everyone otp, fucking everyone. And y’all wonder why y’all unbalanced and can’t tell when energy really is off or when real demons around. Cleanse yourself and fast.
I’ve learned to distant myself and stop being so damn gullible. Especially with my family. Everyone don’t wanna see you make it. Many people be envious and jealous for no reason at all.
I don’t need any friends. What I have been through with females and people in general. You would think I should’ve killed mfs. But God takes care of everything in perfect timing. 😏😉