This time last year, mummy and daddy was watching tv with me on Astro. And I was like look, I’m on TV spinning for their CNY opening show broadcasting nationwide. Still remember those bright smiles on their faces.
And not letting it swing around like a mood pendulums and affect anyone. It’s just a bold yet empowering moment. Felt as if all those rocks just lifted off you. To finally understand traumas will heal but can’t be entirely wiped out from you.
It just gives you so much peace within and clarity of mind when you finally healed from past traumas. Be it if it’s childhood, friends, careers, family, relationships, self abuse, and many more.
To finally break free from that repetitive habits of yours which pulls you back to toxic cycles again and again. To finally gain control and discipline over yourself. To finally face your fears and control your voices and anxiety. To be able to be so quiet in your head.
To know you have a vision of yourself. You feel that person you want to be in you. And every single effort, makes you feel connected to that version of yourself. To finally be focused in your life and get a hold of your own emotions.