lilMsAwesome

Jenn~mom, wifey, steamfitter, okayist welder, foodie, growing with God and my muscles, eating healthy, dreamer, complex ptsd, suicide loss, working on healing.

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@moej4prez I am so incredibly sorry. Just the anticipation to the day is eviscerating. The day is such a black hole. My heart is with you.

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A lot can happen in 16 months

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@Clevbuck Ya on know if your icings the and the most critical way is from the inside

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@N_Doemostmuted I understand these wounds are deep. Your have so much hurt. Maybe we day a little prayer for her sweet soul. Some debaucdry for knowing who you are.

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@Dirtdragonmom Oh I long to see just a child having fun

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@moej4prez The anticipation is always worse than the day but Still hits me hard.

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Mother’s Day is creeping and I have sooo many mixed emotions. I want to just keep it a regular day, also want to cry the day and also want to smother my older boy with love all the while screaming at the top of my lungs. It’s so hard to find a balance

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The tunnels at work

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@realpeteyb123 There are no local bee keepers by you? I try to buy local I know there is a few in Medford, ny and in Southampton I believe

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@moej4prez I also think that though I want to share Jake there are people who cannot manage it. And I don’t want his everything to be of fear because he was more than that. That’s just me. 🫶🏻

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@moej4prez It’s a hard balance. And she is always in your mind and heart. What was your motivation not to share. To not allow a fear you would not wish on anyone to enter their thoughts. Sweet lady be kind to yourself

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@farmingandJesus Wow this is me.

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@moej4prez I have very few people including family in my life from “before” a majority of the “after” people are people I met “after “

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@ryancduff Yaaasss🙌🙌🙌

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@JennyL1983 So amazing !!!

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The most disabling symptom of ADHD is the paralysis. It's the deep, internal shame of knowing exactly what to do... and just sitting there, watching yourself not do it.

[Dr. Jen Wolkin | ADHD + Trauma Therapist @drjenwolkin]

The ADHD tendency to take a gazillion screenshots of things so you don’t forget them, and then absolutely forget them. XO, Dr. Jen

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@Sassafrass_84 Florida is not longer so affordable

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God, I pray for discernment and Holy Spirit guidance for all people in the coming days deceptions. Open blind eyes and help us see the truth, help us to see only You. Amen.