Trusting God isn't for the weak. You have to be able to still keep it together when everything around you is falling apart. You have to be patient and still say "Lord, I trust you", even when you're tired of waiting. His ways are not our ways. His thoughts are not our thoughts.
My favorite gospel song is
Well, my name is Susie and Gucci think I love him
That sucka think I'm loyal but I π with all the hustlas
I be wit' all the ballas, I be at all the spots
I might be in yo' kitchen, nigga, cookin' with yo' pots
I hope they sing that at church service