i know i have mostly shedtwt and some shtwt mutuals on here but id like to say that even if i don’t engage with it myself, im still very supportive of you all and i want for everyone to be safe and to take care!! dms are always open to talk and i love you all 🫶🫶💕💕
what am i supposed to do with myself for the rest of my life i dont really wanna die i just hate who i am physically i hate my body my face my teeth my voice what else do i have its just so ugly i want to be average i just wanna be forgettable
i know my period is coming when i start feeling useless and like im rotting and i spend every minute of the day on the verge of tears and all i want to do is sleep and feel nothing at all
i like to think im above all misogynistic beliefs but i still have this fear of getting older and this idea that this is my prime and it makes my stomach churn
cuz yeah i can laugh at manosphere bullshit and be so baffled by how they talk about a “woman’s prime” and then if i look a bit deeper i realize that i actually hold that as a standard but just for myself
my dad is so delusional bro he was complaining about the neighbour and said “you know, when the jews (other neighbours) come, he’s gonna start mowing the lawn. he hates them. he’s waiting for shabbat, that’s when they don’t work, just to annoy them. bet he’ll even trim the hedge”
the treadmill is a lot more fun when rather than trying to meet a goal i just listen to music and match the speed and incline to the mood of the song until i cycle through every phase ive ever had lmfao
#edtwt i dont like it when people screenshot edtt posts about someone’s longest fast just to say omg thats so easy its literally nothing my longest was blablabla