I’m tired — not just of waiting, but of hoping. I’m done convincing myself that maybe you still care. Kasi kung mahal mo talaga ako, hindi mo ako patatagalin sa ganitong sakit. I'm done!
You said you’d never leave me again no matter how bad our fights get. You promised. But now? You’re doing the exact thing you swore you wouldn’t. That’s why I’m starting to believe that promises… they’re just nice words people say before they hurt you again
hate that I had to beg you to have patience with me. Maybe I wasn’t perfect, maybe I made mistakes — but so did you. And still, what I miss the most is how you used to handle everything with calm, with care… like love was still bigger than pride
I miss the way you used to love me. The way you used to hold me like I mattered, talk to me like I was your peace, and treat me like I was enough. I miss being loved like that — like I was someone worth staying for.
Nasaktan ako ng sobra, pero siguro tama na. Kung ako ang pagod niya, ayoko na maging dahilan ng bigat. Now I’m off, not because I stopped caring, but because I finally cared enough to let her breathe without me.
Even though I was hurting and full of unspoken pain, I still chose to fix things. I swallowed my pride, reached out, and tried to make peace kahit ako ‘yung may tampo. But despite the effort, nothing changed. Parang hindi sapat lahat ng ginawa ko. And that hurts even more.
minsan nakakatakot na magtampo, nakakatrauma kasi laging nauuwi sa away. Pagod ako, gusto ko lang magpahinga ng maayos. Nagb-breakdown din naman ako, lalo ngayong mag isa lang ako.