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vile and obscene

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Am I the only one that gets nervous when someone interacts with me bc im afraid of weirding them out

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I should stop, I think I’m becoming anemic

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I wonder what people feel when they see me smile

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I miss everything I used to have

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my current fav manga

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Why does the voice in my head disappear when I do what it tells me to do

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What if heaven and hell were full for some of us, what would happen

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Why do I have to get yelled at for sleeping too much? Even when I don’t do anything and stay by myself they give me shit

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what if demons aren’t bad and angels aren’t good

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If demons looked like Sebastian Michaelis, I wouldn’t mind giving them my soul

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Everyday I wake up to the same pain and deal with it until I go back to sleep just to experience it again the next day. Killing myself is the only option, but it would bring pain to the people around me and I don’t want that. I wish I was more selfish but I’m not.

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At this point not even your death would prove to them that you were struggling.

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I always hurt people with my words and it makes me feel awful even when I apologize. I should just stop making friendships.

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Fuck my insignificant existence

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@eromorii me!!

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I hate being me

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why do i have to get yelled at as soon as i woke up this just makes it worse

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i feel like shit