puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

cw 123 gw 120 ugw 110
bulimic ( bp recovery ; still res )
WOMAN IN STEAM !

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

official #edtwt introduction

name: puddle
face: revealed
age: 18
disorder: ana / mia
ugw: 111 lbs
cw: 122 lbs
hw: 150lbs
height: 18

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

welp! reducing my intake

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

i want to relapse so bad can someone tell me how their disorder is affecting their lives rn to stop me

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

i want to relapse so bad can someone tell me how their disorder is affecting their lives rn to stop me

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

going well so far !! i haven't noticed any weight gain ( and i know thats a point of contention with recovery ), and i've been feeling more alive. i've also been going to the gym to work on reversing my muscle atrophy. all is well, this is very worth it

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

oomfs, im taking a break from edtwt, as i want to attempt weight loss in a healthier way. im doing 1.5k a day instead of 1k, and im going to embrace the help of my therapist, nutritionist, and psychiatrist, i sincerely wish you all the best.

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

oomfs, im taking a break from edtwt, as i want to attempt weight loss in a healthier way. im doing 1.5k a day instead of 1k, and im going to embrace the help of my therapist, nutritionist, and psychiatrist, i sincerely wish you all the best.

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

i keep binging / overeating can someone please give me tips on how to stop im literally fucking miserable

[cloud ☁️ @lambliing]

hot take but u don't need to be professionally diagnosed with an ed to be on edtwt... it doesn't take a psychiatrist to realize u starving urself isn't normal

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

@maja513990 @prettyshse genuinely

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

I LOST ??????

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

im so scared to weigh myself after binging pray for me

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

@AmberexiaXL @prettyshse no litearlly i so get u

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

@lesbianpusheen I LVOE SNOOPY

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

me and my hot pink tea ( also bmi guess ?? )

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

im so scared to weigh myself after binging pray for me

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

is it binging or is it over eating or is it extreme hunger or is it reactive eating

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

ill never be a good mom i just want to be a good mom

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

i want to be a mom so bad im crying over this

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

@bagel9803 ding ding ding !! low 19s :)

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

the thought of ingesting another calorie ever makes me feel sick

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

https://t.co/XDr182kGtI

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ summer lock in >:3
(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
goal: from bmi 19.2 --> 17.2

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

official #edtwt introduction

name: puddle
face: revealed
age: 18
disorder: ana / mia
ugw: 111 lbs
cw: 122 lbs
hw: 150lbs
height: 18

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

https://t.co/UO75PzrYaT

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

accountability thread ~𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

₊‧°𐐪 accountability 𐑂°‧₊

𝜗𝜚 daily check ins here, starting june 1st !!

thank u for reading, stay safe lovelies <3

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ summer lock in >:3
(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
goal: from bmi 19.2 --> 17.2

[puddle 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ @muddle0fpudd]

₊‧°𐐪 rewards 𐑂°‧₊

𝜗𝜚 120 --- new matcha + fun herbal tea
𝜗𝜚 118 --- cute nail set
𝜗𝜚 115 --- navel piercing
𝜗𝜚 112 --- madoka magica manga
𝜗𝜚 110 --- allowed to spend money on things >$20 again